Today, I had to drive myself somewhere that reminds me life is worth living.

Today was a wild emotional overload and I don’t know if it was because of you or not. Today, I think perhaps you were just the match that lit a fuse already set to blow. Today was the first time I thought of how I would do it.

Today, I had to drive myself somewhere that reminds me life is worth living. Today I am deciding life is worth living, not just surviving. Today, I asked for help. Today I am preparing myself for what is next.

Today you sent me into a bad spiral, but I think coming out of that spiral has really opened my eyes. Today I am finally allowing myself to be embraced by people who want to help. Today, I chose me. Today, I am preparing myself for tomorrow.