Tag: Heartbreak
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Today, I had to drive myself somewhere that reminds me life is worth living.
Today was a wild emotional overload and I don’t know if it was because of you or not. Today, I think perhaps you were just the match that lit a fuse already set to blow. Today was the first time I thought of how I would do it. Today, I had to drive myself somewhere…
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Open doors
I am a lover of life, a romanticizer, a dreamer.. and yet, lately I feel lost. I have always tried to walk with strength, to meet storms with grace,to carry every battle alone and pretend the weight was feather-light. In the past, I reached for help – to family, friends, the person I loved.But their…
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I am Afraid
I am apprehensive of how today will go. I know in my mind that I am safe, I am surrounded by those who will stand beside me if I need it. And yet, this fear has me in a choke hold, stealing the breathe from my lungs. I am afraid. I am afraid of what…
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Dissonance
I am feeling dissonance within myself today, and I have been struggling to identify what is truly going on in my mind. There is this static, where my feelings and thoughts jumble. I am a verbal processor, which usually means I need to discuss the same things repeatedly to fully understand them myself. This is…
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Lost wishes
My little dandelion seedYou were my wishAnd for the briefest moment, you came trueBut just as fast as you came, You drifted away on the breeze. My little flower that will never bloomWith tiny hands I will never holdA laugh I never heardSmiles I will never seeCries I will never get to soothe My little…
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The Ruble Knows
It wasn’t a regular storm.It was a hurricane. No slow unraveling, just the crash and howl of wind ripping at the seams of us. The life we built splintered before I could brace for impact. The hush that followed wasn’t silence, it was pressure. Like the air itself forgot how to breathe. My throat lined…
The Art of Holding 